Friday, September 6, 2013

Reiki Self-Healings: Day 18 of 30

I haven't posted much on here the last few days, so I felt it important to post today as I am getting closer to the end of my 30 days of Self-Healings.  The last 18 days have gone by so quickly it seems.  Been working on a lot of things revolving around Reiki.  Self-healing, Reiki sessions with family, and even started working on my future Reiki Handbook for Universal Light Reiki and Natural Healing.  Believe it or not I have the handbook nearly completed and I'm not even finished with my own Reiki Master course.  My Sensei has been a big inspiration in the writing of my handbook along with Mikao Usui himself.  I have added my own experiences to the handbook as well and will probably add more by the time my own Reiki Master course is complete.

So life has definitely gotten a lot busier lately.  I'm feeling so much more useful and attuned with spirit since I started the course.  I feel like this is what I was meant to do all along, the one thing I have been waiting to find within myself to share with the world.  It's a beautiful thing when you think about it.  Here I was before a scared 37 year old man with social anxiety and panic issues, basically rendered powerless by my own fears.  Now I am strong, vocal, and no longer afraid of anything that life brings to challenge me.  I feel a strong sense of belonging to something greater than myself, and empowered to heal and to soon teach others.  Something I never before thought possible.

I am proud of my accomplishments on my journey thus far.  It surely has been a journey of self-discovery for me.  I think it is what I have needed for a very long time to make me feel vital and needed.  For so long I have sat here in my living room shying away from people and from confrontation, afraid of what others might think of me, afraid to be myself, always wanting to run away form life.  Now I find myself running toward life, toward confrontation, toward conversation, toward people in general.  I'm not afraid anymore and I love the way it feels.  I'm confident in who I am and in my place in the world which I live in.  No longer will I shy away from others, hiding in the background, lurking in the shadows of doubt and fear.

My health has even improved.  I'm losing weight, gaining energy and vitality, and feeling less anxious and more confident in my pursuits.  My blood pressure has finally begun to balance, and the aches and pains in my joints and muscles have minimized significantly.

This is what Reiki has done for me.  It's made me a whole person again.  It's given me strength, hope, courage, compassion, and purpose.  It's healed my body, my mind, and my soul.  I am truly thankful for all these gifts which Reiki has brought into my life and they will always be a part of my spirit from now into the future.  Blessed Be!

It is my hope the Reiki can bring this into others lives as well as it has mine.  Life is to short not to live it to the fullest, with good health, happiness, and peace of mind and spirit.  This is my prayer for the world that through Reiki many will be healed and live a good long life full of happiness and faith.

Namaste,

Rev. Will



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